I was gonna write waaay sooner, but all the rituals during the past few days have gotten me totally WIPED. My body is so tired that it can't even muster the strength to menstruate! I'm only taking a little bit of time before Arthur's coronation to write this much.
So yeah, my monthly courses are late, but nbd. It's just cuz I was in all those trances, channeling the power of the Goddess. It happens. This is totally and completely normal. It should be coming any day now. It's not like I got pregnant or anything. I mean, yeah, okay, I had sex during the ritual, but it was ritual. It basically wasn't even me; it was the Goddess. And the Goddess had to have known that the man who would represent the God would be my brother. And the Goddess surely doesn't endorse the mutant inbred babies of a sister and brother who have fond childhood memories of each other. Not that our babies would look repulsive if we did have them, for Arthur is too handsome. Aesthetically. I'm so proud of him, my handsome brother. I'd say that's how you can tell we are related (cuz we're SUPER related), but let's be real I don't look much like him. But we're still super related, so there's no way the Goddess would allow us to conceive a child, even for a ritual, so there's no way I'm pregnant.
Ha! I seriously need to stop stressing about this. Stress makes anyone's monthly courses even later! They also cause nausea, and I've been nauseous ever since
When will my monthly courses continue like normal? I HAVE NEVER CRAVED THEM SO MUCH.
Dear diary,
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
* (I can't believe I wrote that!!! I had to cover it with ink.)
(This isn't super relevant to today's reading, but I had to.)
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